I'm dying here, seriously I can take it anymore school is NOT my favorite place now. Everyday I'm placed time and time again in situations where I feel as though I'm becoming the Hulk himself. My classmates let alone some of my teachers are enourmously aggrivating. Especially my math teacher since she has been of 0 help this entire year, I failed yet ANOTHER math tes bringing my grade down to a 54%. The classes I do good in are even becoming tiresome, especially English since my teacher is so difficult to work with. No matter what I do in her class it's never good enough, she always looks for a reason to criticize me about an essay or an in class mapping activity. Then in science which normally is my best and favorite subject I'm failing pathetically. What makes it worse is my school mates who are a combination of sheer ignorance and idiocy. EVERYTIME someone does something stupid around me and it makes me even more stressed out. Currently I'm failing two classes, one my favortie subject.
I was never big on math, but this year made my hatred toward it grow astronomically. My teacher is 0 help to me, she is aggrivating and puts a lot of stress on me. No matter HOW much I study I still fail her tests badly, and she doesn't even bring it to my attention of how badly I'm doing until come progress report another 40. School has had me so **** off at everything I'm drained when I come home. It leaves with little though and all I think about is "do homework, do house chores, relax until bedtime" I'm forgetting to read my Bible, to pray to do ANYTHING concerning God. And that makes me even more upset because when I was in Junior High I was really up to date with everything. I was going to church more often, reading the Bible, going to my martial arts class and still passing school with solid A's and B's. This year it seems summer school is drawing nearer and nearer, and that will just set it off for me. I'm at the point where I barely put though into my homework, I'm more agressive to my friends now as even THEY do things o add to my stress. I can't take it anymore....