The Lord definitely called me to homeschool my two children. I never wanted to homeschool when they were young. I was the ultimate PTA mom until everything in life changed.
God continued to bring homeschool families into our lives at church and I found as my children entered the higher grades they struggled further and further with bullies and special needs (children who are different get picked on a lot). Ultimately, I had to step in and do something different. So now, I homeschool, joyfully,
because it is what I've been called to do. I love to learn new stuff and now I get to teach new stuff to my kids.
And Ashley, my daughter wants to attend our local high school when she's old enough and I told her "no problem." She wants to enjoy some of those things I saw you write about. For now, it's what they need and enjoy, so I'm all for homeschooling when you're called to do so.
I have never been against the public schools, they just don't always have the resources available when you have special need children. They say they do, but after three years of struggling, I found out they don't. I say that because I know someone will come along and tell me all the programs available - sorry, I've been there and there just aren't enough physical resources for all children with special needs today.
Also, Silence I hope school gets better for you. Are you a junior in high school? I can see why you miss it if you are. I'll be praying for you. My daughter has to deal with a brother with a neurological disorder also, and I know it's made her a stronger Christian. Hope you the best.