Postby agasfas » Thu Mar 03, 2005 9:42 pm
To be honest I don't know how people perceive me...
Also, to be honest I dont' think people really have a good idea of who I am, because I only give the people of CAA half of who I really am. People may know me best from the prayer room.... I tend to be the one to always replies to people's prayer request and try to give some helpful advice, even if's it may not be that helpful. I tend to be a serious caring person. On CAA I fear that people will not understand my true self, thus I don't really revail myself. It seems like everytime I try being myself, another member makes a personal attack at me for my thoughts. So, that for the most part is the reason I give the people here at CAA only half of who I am.
The other side of me, in the real world tends to act really goofy. I try too hard to make people laugh and fit in, well because most of my life I grew up as the "dork" of the school who everyone thought had cancer because of my well of some other issues. Anyways when I hit 10th grade I did a lot of sports. ALthough I always excelled in sports that never changed my image. I was not only a dork, I was an athletic dork. How I think of myself is a kind hearted person that tries to cheer people up when they are down. Although most of the time I never really know the words to say until after the event. I'm actually a very deep thinker.
ALso, people I've known from CAA I've also hid half of my trueself because I feared y'all wouldn't like me for who I really was... Even if you think you know me, you really only know 1/2 of me. I think there's only been one person that knows the real me, and this members lives in austin. So to everyone else I'm sorry.
So to sum up my personality, I'm a goofy caring person. though many may not be able to tell because I tend to be very quiet around people I don't know.
Also, in real life I'm a very cheerful person.
Though to be honest, unlike some random members, I don't think I really have much of an impact in the community. Besided of my awkward username, I don't think many take interest or notice; much like in real life. I'm more like another face in the crowd. So that's a little more insight of who I am...
Due to the fact I only really let people know only half of who I am, my thoughts about other members may be unaccurate, because perhaps they do the same as I do.
"A merry heart doeth good like a medicine.." Prov 17:22
The word 'impossible' isn't in my dictionary... but I don't really have a dictionary you know? - Eikichi Onizuka.
Sorry, but I stop being a teacher at 5 o'clock. - Eikichi Onizuka.