Postby Sparrowhawk » Fri Jan 28, 2005 4:29 pm
Hey, i'm introverted myself, content to watch from the shadows. But i can assure you as a fellow Christian you will be fine. Remember that God always provides strength and courage when ours fails. We must learn to be dependent on God's strength, not our own. I know its hard, its a lesson i've learned many times the hard way (i can be very mule-headed sometimes) I remember my baptism, i kept my eyes straight ahead, not even looking at the pastor, with the exception of quick movement of my eyes to see where my parents were. So i know what its like to be a little shy. It's okay to be shy when your depending on God's stength, not your own. I know that Paul wrote to Timothy about God giving us a spirit of power, not of timidity. Good thing for people like us. I know its tough at first, and really it never gets completely easy from what i can see, but your tust in God will grow the more times you trust Him. I'm now being called to work on some missions over the summer. Why? I have no clue. I'm shy, don't have many skill's and none that are useful, but i know that He will give me the courage and skills i need. So for the times you feel scared, remember God is with you. Your baptism is one of the greatest events of your life, don't let fear rob your joy! And any other things God calls you for in the future remember that He is there with you. Rest in knowing His power is most seen when ours falls short and we surrender to His will, not our own fears and limitations. It has helped me more times than i can count, and it will help you as well. If i offended you (not to sure how i would by this message, but in case i did) i'm sorry and please let me know, and i will try to remember to keep my mouth shut next time (oh and if your wondering how if i'm shy i can write this to you, 2 reasons: 1, your a fellow Christian, and we need to encourage each other as God commanded. 2, i'm a little braver when sending written word to somebody rather than speaking face to face.) There, i hope that encourages you at least a little and that i was not too long-winded. Well congragulations on deciding to follow God's will. I hope you continue to do so always.