Okay, i was in 2nd period, religion class. And we were doing some random worksheets for class and stuff. So yeah since it was religion class and all, and we had Bibles and stuff, i was reading some of Revelations. I was reading some of chater 2 untill i came to this point
(Revelations 2:10)
"Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life."
as soon as i read that. For some reason i became really terrified. Thoughts came to my head "What will it be like?" and "What if it happened to me? Will it be like a POW camp? Or will there be actual fire and brimstone? What will happen for 10 days? Can i make 10 days? What if I give up on God?" "What if i stay faithful for the first 5 days or so, then just fall and don't get back up?
I was really scared, i was terrified. Religion class ended, and i walked to Latin class which was down the hall. I was still scared, i breathed heavily, and I couldn't concentrate on anything else. I felt this weird anxiouty inside me. Like evilness surrounding me. It was definately weird. In latin, i sat down, and i remembered what i heard on the Radio a few days ago (Christian Station) when a guy said that whenever you are feeling distressed, God defiantely comforts you.
So I sillently prayed to myself "God, could you just have this feeling go away? Because i am really scared right now" A couple mintues later i still had that fear, but i started to feel sleepy. (its normal because I ALWAYS fall asleep in Latin class) I prayed to God that I wouldn't fall asleep because I would go behind on my studies. But I ended up falling asleep anyway. I woke up a few minutes later (actually i woke up, dozed off, woke up, dozed off etc etc etc happens all the time) and for some reason, that fear was gone. lol Maybe God gotten rid of my fear through an everyday thing I do like sleeping in class
well it was just an interesting thing i wanted to share with ya