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is it strange that i get attached to people very easily, its like i barely know them but i care a great deal about themway more than what they care about me, i know i shouldn't let myself do this because it's gotten me hurt sooooooooo many times and it hurts so much when you lose that person, it's led me to depression and even to the brink of suicide(i thank god for being here today) quite honestly i don't know what to do....
[color=Blue]tomorrow is a brand new day
if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger"[/color]
"When you come to the edge of all you know and are about to step into the unknown, faith is knowing that there will be something firm to step on or you will be taught how to fly"
"though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i shall fear no evil for thou art with me" psalms 23
if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger"[/color]
"When you come to the edge of all you know and are about to step into the unknown, faith is knowing that there will be something firm to step on or you will be taught how to fly"
"though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i shall fear no evil for thou art with me" psalms 23
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merrick - Posts: 29
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yeah, I know what you mean. I used to do it a lot and then I made up my mind to never get so close to someone again, but I quit that too because it only hurts worse.
So, it isn't strange to me that that happens to you. I don't exactly know what to do about it either, but once I find out, I'll be sure and post here! -.- hopefully it won't take me that long to find out. lol.
So, it isn't strange to me that that happens to you. I don't exactly know what to do about it either, but once I find out, I'll be sure and post here! -.- hopefully it won't take me that long to find out. lol.
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing left in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' ...you'll be a Man, my son!
Rudyard Kipling
Satan, bite the dust!
"You are not who your mistakes say you are; you are not the sum of your failures!"---Rev. Billy Miller
Proverbs 18:24
To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing left in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' ...you'll be a Man, my son!
Rudyard Kipling
Satan, bite the dust!
"You are not who your mistakes say you are; you are not the sum of your failures!"---Rev. Billy Miller
Proverbs 18:24
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Ssjjvash - Posts: 1073
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merrick wrote:is it strange that i get attached to people very easily, its like i barely know them but i care a great deal about themway more than what they care about me, i know i shouldn't let myself do this because it's gotten me hurt sooooooooo many times and it hurts so much when you lose that person, it's led me to depression and even to the brink of suicide(i thank god for being here today) quite honestly i don't know what to do....
Trust in God. He'll give you the answers you seek. I'll pray that He does.
Absence is to love as wind is to a flame. It extinguishes the little, it ignites the great.
Life is a test. It is only a test. Had this been real life you would have have been instructed where to go and what to do.
When i argue with reality I lose.....But only 100% of the time.
Once you've decided on a course of action, only you can finish it. As long as you remember that, there's nothing you can't accomplish.
Life is a test. It is only a test. Had this been real life you would have have been instructed where to go and what to do.
When i argue with reality I lose.....But only 100% of the time.
Once you've decided on a course of action, only you can finish it. As long as you remember that, there's nothing you can't accomplish.
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Kura Ookami - Posts: 766
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That's not a bad thing. Caring for people makes this life worth living. I think you just need to balance that with the realization that we are flawed and often do things we shouldn't and generally treat each other poorly. Even so, know that you are loved, so even if someone hurts you, you are still wanted and cared for by way more important people than them.
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termyt - Posts: 4289
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you have a big heart.
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I'm leaving CAA perminantly. i've wanted to do this for a long time but I've never gathered the courage to let go.
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Fsiphskilm - Posts: 3853
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Actually I remember every single one of my teachers, their face, personality, vioce, and guestures, as if it were a movie playing on TV in my mind. Teachers, freinds, co-workers. EVERYONE. No one gets lost, I remember all.
I just don't want to be forgotten...
...exactly!!
and what that person told you sounds good. I will definitely try to remember it.
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing left in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' ...you'll be a Man, my son!
Rudyard Kipling
Satan, bite the dust!
"You are not who your mistakes say you are; you are not the sum of your failures!"---Rev. Billy Miller
Proverbs 18:24
To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing left in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' ...you'll be a Man, my son!
Rudyard Kipling
Satan, bite the dust!
"You are not who your mistakes say you are; you are not the sum of your failures!"---Rev. Billy Miller
Proverbs 18:24
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Ssjjvash - Posts: 1073
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Hey Merrick, you sound like a wonderfully caring Christian young lady. I think that is great that you care for people like that.
In fact, it will be a blessing a lot later in life when you're a mom. It also means that maybe you are being called to reach out to people in your life in some way. I would guess you have a mercy type gift.
And, you will find that there are many people in this world who do not reciprocate the caring. That's okay, we are all very different. As long as you stay loving and caring and never allow that to be lost. Having a tender heart is such a wonderful thing. ^____^
In fact, it will be a blessing a lot later in life when you're a mom. It also means that maybe you are being called to reach out to people in your life in some way. I would guess you have a mercy type gift.
And, you will find that there are many people in this world who do not reciprocate the caring. That's okay, we are all very different. As long as you stay loving and caring and never allow that to be lost. Having a tender heart is such a wonderful thing. ^____^
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You see into the deepest part of me ---
beyond the fog I hide behind.
You cast your light upon the shadows
that stretch like cobwebs in my mind.
You ease the pain when I am hurting,
and morbid visions from my past
pierce into the realm of Reason
as though I danced on blades of glass.
You grant me strength when I have fallen
and, once again, I've lost my way.
You take my hand in Yours and lead me
into the promise of a brand new day.
You bring order to all my chaos,
yet set my well-laid plans awry.
You place me on a firm foundation ---
then give me wings so I can fly.
You sand away my roughened edges
and polish all the dullest parts
until I stand before Your presence...
a newly-sculpted work of art.
You see into the heart within me,
right through my motives and selfish will.
And yet, in spite of all You see
You say You love me even still.
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Mr. SmartyPants - Posts: 12541
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I get attached to people, but I have only once had a huge loss. My grandma used to take me to her house to spend the weekends when I was little, and she had a big black lab/dobie mix named Lady. Lady was the sweetest, most gentle dog, and would do everything from taking my hat off for me when I came in the house to herd me around the front yard, keeping me out of the street. We were very close. One day, I found out that she was very sick and had to be put to sleep (only a few years ago, maybe 4 or 5). It was terrible. I cried for months after that...
But I've never thought of commiting suicide. Life has sooooo much to offer me...my pets, the wind, the woods, my family, God's love, my friends. If you ever think of killing yourself, just keep in mind the grief that you will cause those around you...the sobbing at funerals, people's wonderings if they could have done something to save you and having to live with that. It is far more terrible to lose someone to suicide than to lose someone to something natural.
Life is wonderful, and one of the many things that comes with it is the price of love: losing them. But loving and caring for others is worth the shock of death. Everyone's hearts carry those scars, but we, unless we've murdered ourselves, have all gotten through it. So keep caring, keep loving, and remember that they care for you as well.
But I've never thought of commiting suicide. Life has sooooo much to offer me...my pets, the wind, the woods, my family, God's love, my friends. If you ever think of killing yourself, just keep in mind the grief that you will cause those around you...the sobbing at funerals, people's wonderings if they could have done something to save you and having to live with that. It is far more terrible to lose someone to suicide than to lose someone to something natural.
Life is wonderful, and one of the many things that comes with it is the price of love: losing them. But loving and caring for others is worth the shock of death. Everyone's hearts carry those scars, but we, unless we've murdered ourselves, have all gotten through it. So keep caring, keep loving, and remember that they care for you as well.
Heart of Sword's Rhapsody
Money, get away
Get a good job with good pay and you're okay
And all and all you're just another brick in the wall
Shoutin’ in the street gonna take on the world some day
But Bismallah will not let me go
Because I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
Bright eyes burning like fire
And exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids
Who will love a little Sparrow
Who's traveled far and cries for rest
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all
And if the band youre in starts playing different tunes
We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you!
[Pink Floyd fan listening to Queen and hugging trees which is also known as taking care of God's creation with a pair of headphones on listening to Nightwish as loud as possible while writing a novel on a computer in the middle of a field filled with Wolves.]
[Bassist...finally learning Money]
Money, get away
Get a good job with good pay and you're okay
And all and all you're just another brick in the wall
Shoutin’ in the street gonna take on the world some day
But Bismallah will not let me go
Because I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
Bright eyes burning like fire
And exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids
Who will love a little Sparrow
Who's traveled far and cries for rest
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all
And if the band youre in starts playing different tunes
We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you!
[Pink Floyd fan listening to Queen and hugging trees which is also known as taking care of God's creation with a pair of headphones on listening to Nightwish as loud as possible while writing a novel on a computer in the middle of a field filled with Wolves.]
[Bassist...finally learning Money]
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Heart of Sword - Posts: 2201
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Mr. SmartyPants wrote:that is very true, but never ever ever let your heart take control of your brain
Exactly. Remember that the heart is deceitful above all things. But Christ did redeem us...
His Strength was as the Strength of Ten, for His Heart was Pure
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Namelessknight - Posts: 206
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there's not
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I'm leaving CAA perminantly. i've wanted to do this for a long time but I've never gathered the courage to let go.
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Fsiphskilm - Posts: 3853
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i am not really gonna respond to what volt and the others are talking about...
Merrick-
Like most of the other people here have said- there is nothing wrong in getting attached to others. And yes, half the time, you will probably care more about them than they do about you. And when the time comes for you and them to seperate, i'm sorry to break it to you, but it will hurt.
But here's what i do: be grateful you had that time with them. The experience that you went through with them (y'know, before you have to separate) is something beautiful that no one can ever take away from you. It is a gift that God gave you. Yes, we cry because it is gone. But we are even more joyful that we had the blessing of knowing that person.
Just a bit of advice.
Ice
Merrick-
Like most of the other people here have said- there is nothing wrong in getting attached to others. And yes, half the time, you will probably care more about them than they do about you. And when the time comes for you and them to seperate, i'm sorry to break it to you, but it will hurt.
But here's what i do: be grateful you had that time with them. The experience that you went through with them (y'know, before you have to separate) is something beautiful that no one can ever take away from you. It is a gift that God gave you. Yes, we cry because it is gone. But we are even more joyful that we had the blessing of knowing that person.
Just a bit of advice.
Ice
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ice122985 - Posts: 178
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thanks, to all of you guys, good to know people care
[color=Blue]tomorrow is a brand new day
if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger"[/color]
"When you come to the edge of all you know and are about to step into the unknown, faith is knowing that there will be something firm to step on or you will be taught how to fly"
"though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i shall fear no evil for thou art with me" psalms 23
if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger"[/color]
"When you come to the edge of all you know and are about to step into the unknown, faith is knowing that there will be something firm to step on or you will be taught how to fly"
"though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i shall fear no evil for thou art with me" psalms 23
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merrick - Posts: 29
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