Hurricane Francis is coming in tomorrow.
I haven't been able to get online because we've been scrambling to prepare for the storm...
This will be my third major natural disaster yet!
Pray that we'll make it out alright, and that all of us would be strengthened and have faith...
I would post this in the
"Prayer" section but it's rather urgent and the "General" section is where most users go first.
I'm starting to wonder what God is trying to teach me through all of this. I know that I haven't been as faithful as I should, and a few times I have let hope slip in the dire hours of the fire and storms.
I'm trying to admit my fears and insecurities this time, but stay faithful and hope for the best.
Wish me luck on my quest to survive the hurricane...(or better yet, pray. ^_^ But I've already mentioned this before...)
I'm typing this out on notepad right now because the internet is painfully slow to load.
Everyone is panicked and is trying to find out as much as they can...most people are fleeing to the North, but it's not much better there since everything has or will possibly flood.
It's so hard to pack and leave everything behind...the last two times this has happened, it wasn't so hard. In the fire, I had no time and little choice.
When Charlie happened, I was determined. Now, I'm having an emotional breakdown...I'm just so tired of packing and unpacking, leaving everything behind and finding out that there was no need to be frightened after all.
But I thank God that I haven't lost anything during everything that's happened to me over the past two years. There are people who have been devastated by this...people that belonged to my church, my sister's Sunday School teacher.
I need peace...and faith.
The whole thing is reminescent
of little kid pouring water on an ant hill. The ants all panic, not knowing what to do...and they run around in circles helplessly while everything they worked for and knew is destroyed.
Happy happy happy...^_^
I'm really trying not to be depressed!
God has alot of work to do on me...I guess this is just the refining process.