No...I'm just a huge screw-up!!!
It's a sin to complain about my poor mom like this...she was just trying to see what I was doing...I'm at fault.
We talked it out...I guess. I'm so tired of talking...all I do is mess everything up worse. I try to be insightful...but I'm just a teenager. I feel like I have this burden to advise her or something...but it's not my job. I just want things to be simple...like she was really strict and just told me what to do...I'd rather just mindlessly do stuff and not have to think like this...
I guess I'm just not perfect like I want to be.
You'd think I would get that right now!
Her offenses are only minor...and my temper is horrible...but she's so sensitive...and so am I...I guess we're just too alike.
This is so normal. It seems like a big crisis but it's not. I wish I could just be a little more practical and disciplined...not so wild and emotional.
I guess this is just what it's like to be a teenager...she warned me, and I tried my best to avoid this...but it's like she prophesied my doom.
Gah! I guess I had better just put this all behind me...I'm sorry I dragged everyone into my personal problems. And at the same time, hurt and disrespected not only my mom, but God.
I apologize.