Prayer needed

[Kunoichi]

I've really debated posting this. Part of it is fear of seeming like I'm attention seeking and part because I do not do well needing others. I'm stubborn and have a lot of pride in being "independent"..which I am praying on. As my therapist says, I'm very "resistant". I couldn't agree more.

Anyways, I got blood work back this past week that is showing that I'm starting to go into kidney and liver failure. I do not know the extent and they do not know the cause. The soonest the specialists I need to see can get me in is December 7th and 8th. So I'll be speaking to them to determine if this is something that can be prevented from further deterioration, if they want me in a hospital or what not. I didn't have this a year ago in terms of this so they think whatever illness I have (which we have been trying to have diagnosed for 2 years) is starting to attack vital organs.

It's obviously hard news to take and just prayers appreciated.

Thanks.