alright.
I need prayer, guys. I feel like everything that can happen, is. and i'm totally stressing right now. i'm a huge ball of anxiety, stress, and depression. There is so much going on, i cant begin to explain it all.
I've been called to japan, and even though I find that super exciting- i'm scared out of my wits.
i just... aughh i need guidance and i need a word from God. i just reallllyyyy need to hear from God about a lot of things, and i cant seem to at all. i second guess everything i hear. 'was that me? was that god? who was that from?' and then i end up not trusting anything. and i end up feeling like i've taken crazy pills.
I'm at the end of my rope and i neeeed to hear God. please pray that he will reach out and really help me though all this.