I guess it's a common thing...for pastor's to move on...you know?
But remarkably, I have never ever had to deal with that...never...at least until this year...
I've been a member of my church for as long as I can remember...ever since 1994 (with a year and a half of absense because we moved a way temporarilly, but we never forgot the "family" that this church held for us...and we were so happy when we came back and everyone we knew was still there.)
So it's a solid 12 years since we have been back...and my pastor has been there for 14 years..(quite remarkable in this day in age for a pastor to stay that long... or so I've heard) He also doubled as my youth pastor..(our church is tiny, but then again, so is our town of 1800 people XD we have about 100 members, but we also have to share with 5 other churches... )
But anyways... I owe a lot of what I have learned about God to this man, and his awesome wife. I feel that I am a stronger Christian because of the love that they show for all of us... He may not be a perfect person...but none of us are...
It seems that our church is finally starting to grow bigger... our sunday school attendance has grown 70 percent in the last year.... and I just am scared that if my pastor leaves... it will affect our church...
I'll admit it, I'm selfish! I want him to stay... I need to work on that. If this is God's will that my Pastor is to leave, then I guess it's His will and I NEED to accept that...
but I couldn't stop crying today during church...My sunday school teacher was telling us that he sent some information about how much it would cost for this other church to have him preach there...and the other church accepted it...so...we could find out before Easter whether or not my Pastor is leaving or not...
Please pray for me guys.... I really adore this family... they are so laid back and non-snooty...it's awesome... my heart isn't ready to feel it's okay for him to leave... Pray that my heart will mold into what God's will is here...
And Pray for my Church... please...we haven't been without a pastor before... I'm worried that it will send us into turmoil... We have very capable deacons...but .... yeah..
Thanks guys..
~CK