I dwell too much on other things as of late, and I think it's affecting me academically. Last semester, my grades were less than par, so I really need to be giving it full steam if I want to keep my current funding for next year. Some of my classes are thankfully simple, but in others I have work that's slowly piling up, and if I don't deal with it soon, it's likely to wash me away. And I really can't take a dive again like I did last semester, nor can I do just average. I need to gun it for the high marks this time, but a part of me just doesn't seem to care all that much. Everything hinges on my college experience, or so the world tells me, yet despite how pressing everything is, it always seems a chore to do things like homework or reading (especially reading).
I just feel like I lack initiative. Pray that I find some.