Confusion and loneliness.

[Tarnish]

I don't post in here often...or, at all...In fact, I doubt this is even important compared to other peoples problems, I guess. But I need help.

Anyone who bothers to know me is aware that I'm totally friendless. Online, and off. All of my real life friends don't talk to me anymore. All of my online ones, well, I dunno what happened there. Maybe I never had any to begin with.

I never thought I was a bad person, really, or even all that annoying, but I'm just not sure anymore. It's like people are now trying to go out of their way to ignore me.

I have no one to talk to, and with all of the thoughts I've been having lately, I don't think that's a good thing.

So, eh, I know that this was probably a waste of time, and makes no sense (a combination of lack of sleep and stress...), but just a little bit of prayer would be appreciated.

Yeah...thanks.

[Radical Dreamer]

We really don't think about you that way, you know. I'm praying for you.

[rsnumber2]

That's what we are here for. No need to worry about what others think about your problems. The truth is that we all care. I often feel like you do. It's in my blood. And I'm surrounded by many wonderful people. Satan is just trying to make you feel alone, so that you'll be unhappy in all that you do. But, you are a part of the group, and we all love you as a brother (or sister) in Christ. As such, you are not by yourself. We'll be praying for you. All umpteen of us. Jump on in on the threads and have a ball. I just joined recently and have been wreaking all sorts of havoc on these here hallowed threads.

They haven't kicked me out.... yet.

[Angel37]

Try asking people to give their honest opinion of you. Be upfront and et them to honestly tell you why they avoid you. Maybe it's something you're doing (or not doing) or it could be them. Remember, God will never abandon you! If you need someone to talk to, feel free to pm me. I'll be praying for you!

[Tenshi no Ai]

Losing touch can be hard :/ I know I'm pretty bad at getting back to others that I hardly see/talk to as often as before. Groups of friends change, people change, and yeah.... Who knows, maybe try talking to them and see what's up?

Praying...

[ChristianKitsune]

O_O I thought you were one of the most popular users on CAA. :O.

Seriously, i did...O_o

Anyway, I think you are a great person, a great artist and all that funn stufF!I am sorry you are going through such a hard time, but you are cared about! I always enjoy seeing you post art...you are a amazing! If you really need someone to talk to I am available though PM. I love talking to people ^_^

[Tarnish]

Thanks, everyone. I'm feeling a little better, now. I think I'll just stay away from the chat or something from here on in. XD;;

To be honest, I really did feel silly last night for posting this (after all, who's not depressed every now and then?), but I'm feeling much better now. ^^ Thanks.

[rsnumber2]

Don't apologize. I was a bit rambuctious in the chat last night, and now suffering from "chat hangover." So I know what you're saying. Just thank the Lord that the cloud of insecurity is now leaving you. If you need anything else, just let us know.

[freerock1]

I haven't really had that much direct interaction with you, but hopefully I can offer a word of encouragement. In all likelihood it's all in your mind. Sometimes the devil will try to plant thoughts in our minds that contradict who we really are. If he can't get us to outright leave our walk with Christ, he will do all he can to try to distract and discourage us. Now that's not to say that these thoughts are always easy to get out of our minds. But we just need to not listen to them, instead remembering who we are in Christ and that we are loved.

And don't feel like you have to apologize. Many of us have those feelings of loneliness at times.

I'm lifting you up in prayer.