(this is just what popped into my head a few minutes ago! lol. so it'll probably not be too good.)
who i am inside is related,
to the sins of my past that i hated.
now the hate has turned on me,
telling me that I'd never be free.
even when i turn my back on the black,
the white seems to come under attack.
then i realize, in these eyes,
that I've been living the lies in disguise.
i cry for the rupture of order,
i sold my life for a quarter.
to play the game of pleasure,
now i suffer my own hurt without measure.
Blackness is chained to me,
can i find the key to Whiteness Eternally?
can these chains be broken?
by the words Jesus had Spoken?
Or can i live life without emotion,
and ignore the notion?
of a power that can rewrite my history,
and forget this mystery?
but now i see the true meaning,
of the soul directed cleaning.
the washing of my black stains,
and a new hand taking a hold on my reigns.
you see now i know that life is meant to be,
service to God for Eternity.
forsaking the past and its blames,
and beating sin at it's own games.
it took me my whole life to finally know,
it really matters where i am and where i go.
so listen up, Life isn't just a joy ride,
its system of decisions, so You Decide.