A bit of Existentialism... but this is how I feel right now...

[ChristianKitsune]

A bit of backround... I am not usually THIS existential-like.. I hate feeling this way...so I thought that maybe if I wrote out how I felt it would help... I didn't bother with grammer cus I suck at it anyways... anyway, you all can comment if you want... I hope I will swim away from this feeling..becasue as a non professional artist...or any artist for that matter it is hard to know that creativity is wanning...but hopefully like the moon my creativity will Wax and come back...

My Shallow Creativity

I am wading...wading through my shallow creativity.
Nothing comes to my mind... nothing that matters anyways.

Everything I do doesn't seem to make sense...
Everything I am feels like a waste.

"Why is that?" I ask myself.
Why do I feel so lousy?
Why do I just want to cry?

I know inside my heart cries to do something! ANYTHING!
But here I am...stuck in this rut that I can't get out of.

Stuck in this shallow Creativity...
Even though it is shallow... I feel as though I am drowing.