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Hm. Life feels dull and grey...
The days pass me by like the wind in my hair.
I am tired. Tired of bieng so many people at once...feeling so many things at once. I am tempted to fall, to let go of grace and hope of a bright future...I seek rest, but I find none. I give, and I take, and each day robs me of life.
Where is life? Why do I have the answer to so many questions that I would leave alone...alone. Such a lonely word. Lonely like the words that the people will never read...the words written upon my heart.
There are times when I seek hopelessness just as I pursue my Lord...
For I am as a starving man dreaming of food. Will I ever wake?
Foolishness is a tiresome business, but I choose it in stead of wisdom.

Hi Madeline. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. You're not alone, though. This reminded me quite a bit of the Psalms of David...

just remember: all things shall pass away, the the word of the Lord shall remain forever.

hope it gave you some strength.

Wow. Such real feeling and emotion. Have you thought about entering the upcoming poetry contest? With stuff like that, you'd be quite a contender.

Once again, you have all offered your support selflessly and without fail. Your words are like the moon on a clear night, shining the light of the Son on one surrounded by the darkness of hopelessness and doubt...l

Wow. Such real feeling and emotion. Have you thought about entering the upcoming poetry contest? With stuff like that, you'd be quite a contender.

I doubt this. However, I have volunteered to be a judge...