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Ok so lets get the situation straight.

Last night i was very depressed and lonely. I didnt get to sleep until some time around 6 am.

I had nightmares the entire time i slept. Horrible nightmares about death and crap.

So i get up today and i turn on my messengers to just see who is on. Well a person i really considered a close friend and someone i could depend on messages me. This person says all i do is hold them back and they have to get rid of me.

Being the man of pride, dignity, and honor i am. I refused to grovel or beg or anything so i simply said fine.

HOWEVER it does hurt and it hurts a lot. I depended on this person so much and cared about them very deeply and they just throw me away like some kind of trash.

Why does my life have to be full of so many burdons? Why do i have so much pain to carry?

My fiancee was raped in august and she has flashbacks. Last night i had to explain why it was not her fault. why she is still pure and a virgin in both my eyes and the eyes of God.

I have no friends to turn to in my town.

I just feel like all the heaviest burdons seems to fall on my shoulders to carry.

Man this is really just a lot at one time.

OMG! *huggle* Sometimes, I know its very very hard, you just have to believe that God loves you no matter what, through and through. Sometimes bad things happen, but you have to use them to make you stronger. Life is hard, I know that... but you're not the only one that goes threw this type of thing, and remember there are people on here that will always listen.
I'll be praying for you ***HUG***

Hey, we're always here(trust me, there's almost always someone on!). We'll be praying.

i will be praying for you even though this is not in the prayer request forum.

I know what it's like to lose really good friends. I lost my pretty much best friend in the entire world to his girlfriend. I see him everyday at school and stuff but we're just not as close as we were, though I have made more friends.

Just have faith and keep your head up.

Dear Vegeta,

I have no words best to comfort you or guide you...but I know God does. I'll pray for you and leave you with this, from today's Daily Bread since it really encouraged me.

"some Christians are surrounded by trouble—trouble to the right, trouble to the left, trouble in front, and trouble behind. At this, a man who had served the Lord for many years, shouted, "Glory to God, it's always open at the top!" - Daily Bread

Wow. I never know what to say in response to posts like this. I know so many people that hurt so deeply from wounds like this, yet none are exactly the same. Many times words are just words, and in comparison to experience, mean next to nothing. But in truth, I'm praying for you, and know that God will be with you. Only He can truly heal these kinds of wounds. I've seen so many close friends question this and look for other means of healing, and nothing does. I know this is just more words on a screen, but they come from seeing it all in others. Search ths Word of God and let Him work in you and your fiancee. Many of the Psalms are wonderful for comfort and encouragement, and if you want any specific ones, I could point if you want to ask. I don't want to get really preachy or anything. Suffice it to say, I/we are praying for you, and know that you're in good hands if your in His hands.

Raped o_O. That's

Hmmm... this happened with me and my best friend along time ago.... only there were no words spoken about the matter, he just stopped wanting to hang out with me. So I can pretty much understand how you feel. I'll be praying for you.

thiers a song called "Promise" by a band name Spoken. Here's what the chorus say and I hope it touces you in a way it touched me. It's a song I listen to when extremely down and depressed.

"Things will get better this I promise to you. And I know you won't feel this way forever. Things will get better this I promise to you and I know loneliness won't last forever."

I appreciate everyones comments. I am moving on as far as the friend thing goes. She made her decision and she will have to live with it.

Im doing better. I got to talk to Marylou (my fiancee) tonight and it really cheered me up. She has such a gorgeous voice. Its like the song of angels. *sighs in a happy and content way*

Glad to see you're starting to feel better

Corinthians 4:8-9 - [i]“We are hard pressed on every side. yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.â€