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I know a lot of people have been leaving lately, but I now must be one of them. I feel like I have to build my walk with God immediately because I feel like I am slipping away. My heart is hurting and my soul feels like it's getting weaker, please do not worry about me, I will never leave the Father at any point in my life, but I am hurting really badly right now and need more time for God. Nobody on this forum wronged me to let everyone know, you guys have been excellent and I love each and every one of you, seriously. I am not leaving forever I don't think, just for an amount of time to get my head cleared and my thoughts straight. I will not ask you to pray for me, I do not want this on everyone else's heads so please only pray about it if God sets it on your heart, seriously. Thanks so much for everyone's love and friendship, I will still answer my PM's but will rarely if ever visit the actual forum for a time being. I might visit this thread a couple of more times and might be located in the Prayer Room several times for others but that is all. I love you guys, you are the greatest, thanks for being Christians and loving me how I cannot seem to love myself. I am not suicidal so please do not worry I will NOT kill myself, this is just a period for me to be isolated for God and my walk with Him. I apologize if I have ever hurt anyone on this forum and please forgive me, thanks so much for everyone's help and guiding words, I know that Yeshua smiles upon you. Ja ne for now.
~Eriana

Good journey and Godspeed.

Please don't worry, Eriana. You didn't do anything wrong. God loves you and I know He'll help you. I do hope you can come back someday, but I understand that you need to do what you need to do. Please take care of yourself.

Thanks everyone I'll miss you but if my walk continues to downpour like this I might loose track of my spiritual senses. Again. Please forgive my gloominess and sadness and do not take pity on me. And again, please only pray for me if God sets it upon your heart. Please do not worry, I will keep everyone here in my prayers and hope the best for you all, I will pray that your dreams will come true and that Yeshua will keep His hand upon you and bless every single one of you. Thanks for loving me. I really love everyone of you guys too. And I'm sorry.

You didn't do anything wrong. And, if you can pray for us, we can pray for you, too.

Eriana -chan, I don't pity you. I admire you. Even though you're a little younger than I am, you seem to have a focus and heart for God that I only wish I had. I will pray for you, but I will pray that you'll get over your hurt and pain and that you'll always be such a spiritually strong young woman as you are now, whether you realise it or not.

In the short time that I've known you on the forum, you've challenged me and encouraged me. I pray you'll find the way you're supposed to go. Know that if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here.

God bless, Eriana-chan

Do make sure to remember your towel miss.

oh and take care ^_^

You will be missed I will pray for you. and I hope all goes well in your journey.
God Bless you my friend,
~Z~

Seeya Eriana! I don't know you as such but have read many of your posts and they speak to me of a true sister in Christ. Your encouraging words helped me and others and now its our time to help you. Trust God in all things. God Bless and I pray that you draw closer to God and feel His loving presence around you.
Your bro in Christ,
Christian

Thanks everybody I really appreciate it.
Nobody did anything wrong here I just need some time.
Thanks for understanding and thanks for the offer Starfire.
~Eriana

do what ya gotta do Eriana. continue being such the strong Christian you are and good luck in your journey.
may God continue to bless you

I know a lot of people have been leaving lately, but I now must be one of them. I feel like I have to build my walk with God immediately because I feel like I am slipping away. My heart is hurting and my soul feels like it's getting weaker, please do not worry about me, I will never leave the Father at any point in my life, but I am hurting really badly right now and need more time for God. Nobody on this forum wronged me to let everyone know, you guys have been excellent and I love each and every one of you, seriously. I am not leaving forever I don't think, just for an amount of time to get my head cleared and my thoughts straight. I will not ask you to pray for me, I do not want this on everyone else's heads so please only pray about it if God sets it on your heart, seriously. Thanks so much for everyone's love and friendship, I will still answer my PM's but will rarely if ever visit the actual forum for a time being. I might visit this thread a couple of more times and might be located in the Prayer Room several times for others but that is all. I love you guys, you are the greatest, thanks for being Christians and loving me how I cannot seem to love myself. I am not suicidal so please do not worry I will NOT kill myself, this is just a period for me to be isolated for God and my walk with Him. I apologize if I have ever hurt anyone on this forum and please forgive me, thanks so much for everyone's help and guiding words, I know that Yeshua smiles upon you. Ja ne for now.
~Eriana

No pressure, I think you are doing what is right. I myself have not been on that much lately either, as I have been busy doing other obligations that I should have done earlier, when instead I was being lazy. Like Eriana I am NOT about to leave God or anything, its just we all have our ups and downs. I am not gonna lie, I do appretiate being prayed for as I know how much it helps, so if you would like to say a prayer for me as you are reading this then feel free to, but do not feel like you have to put me on your daily list or anything like that, I am just going through the struggles that all Christians tend to go through. But if we pray for eachother then God will be able to make us strong through the hard times. "Not only so but we rejoice in our sufferings because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not dissapoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." Romans 5:3-5

So ya, it is like is said in a DC Talk song, 'everybody has their up and down times, everyone needs to know how much their loved.' So even though we are sinful natured beings, we can still make it through with God's help. "No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." Romans 8:37

I know I may be 'preaching to the choir' here, but even if you already know all this it is still good to review and think and pray about it.

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ,
t4t

well said T4T.

Hope you can come back to us soon! ^_^

Well, I hope that goes well for you. Bye.

Godbless!

You shall most certainly be missed. I will keep you in my prayers and try to PM, my buddy list... buddy!