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i know i've posted on this issue before...and i hope those who read this don't think i'm some depressed freak or anything but i wanted some people's thoughts on it...

I get depressed alot even though i'm happy *if that makes since* i'll be happy one minute and then i'll just get sad for no reason....but it's not like bipolar disorder because it's not that extreme but well ive had this since 7th grade...i did some witchcraft and had demon possession experiences and almost killed myself and almost ran away from home...

i'm scared that maybe a demon of depression is still strongholding me and well wanted to know if even though i have Christ in me..if a demon can still haunt me..i did a lot of outta body experiences and such and hypnotism and i think that at one point in time i had demon possession but they left when i accepted Christ..now i think they're just haunting me...

please pray for me in this matter...

hopefully you guys don't think i'm a freak or anything..i mean i'm happy but i dunno sometimes i just get this and ive prayed about it and i dun know how to get rid of it...

also can depression maybe be chemical?? LIke maybe it's a medical thing?? Would it by my fault to have it?

Thanks guys ^^
just so ya know you all have really helped me feel loved here and have been awesome for me in both just having fun and rpging in the threads and arena and writing i love it ^^

also for all the prayer and support..

really thankyou

from a grateful sister in Christ

girlninja May the Lord Jesus who resides over all bless you infintely.

You Know Girlninja, I often feel that way...for along time...My emotions have be riding a roller coaster. I'll be praying for you, and hoping you will overcome these emotions.

I believe that Christians can't be possessed by demons. We can, however, still hear their voices in our hearts and be tempted by them, and the things that they put on our hearts can make us sad or depressed. Satan is also known as the Accuser. While we were given a conscience (Holy Ghost) by God to make us know the difference between good and bad, Satan will tell us when we've sinned and try to make us not forget it. He can tell us that God won't forgive us this time; that we've gone too far. This, of course, is foolishness.

The most important thing to do when this kind of thing comes on you is to pray. If you think that a demon is trying to haunt you, tell it in the name of Jesus Christ to leave you alone, and pray for God's guidence and comfort. This will set you free.

girlninja wrote:also can depression maybe be chemical?? LIke maybe it's a medical thing?? Would it by my fault to have it?

For the most part, depression is caused by the imbalance of a chemical in your body called "serotonin." Usually many medical experts refer to this as the pleasure chemical and that a lack of it will usually cause fatigue, anxiety, and especially depression. Like I mentioned in the anxiety thread, Fish Oils help to relieve such an imbalance, as well as Vitamin B. You might want to try taking some and see if you feel better. It might take some time and research to figure out how much you need, but they've helped me out with my worries.

Trust me, you are definately not the only one who has gone through a deal of depression. I will definately pray for your recovery and hope that Satan does not interfere between your healthy walk with the Lord.

Well, girlninja, I dont think anyone here would think you a freak; it's good that you're a christian now Unfortunately (perhaps) a demon can probably still try to haunt you (remember that Jesus himself was tempted by the devil). With gods protection though, you shouldnt have to worry about it.

That is so

Girl Ninja were you baptized? At any rate, if this is something that really interferes with your life, you should go to a doctor.

In the meantime, pamper yourself a bit, do things that you enjoy, talk with your family about how you feel. You aren't alone in this world. I wish you the best

I've had similar problems like that for a long time, partially genetic, I believe, as mom went through severe depression. I'm talking, she wanted to kill herself sometimes, and no one knew. I've never wanted to do that, but I did (and sometimes do) get thoughts of just giving up and dying. Many times I feel more like hurting others, though, and I seem to get more stress problems when I go through it.
I've discovered that holding in it is the worst thing you can do. I had an extreme breakdown after school one day, when I was feeling really, really down. I just told all this stuff about how I felt and everything, and some how I felt a little better after it, like something had been lifted off of me.
As always, going to God helps a lot.

*hugs GN* I kind of know how you feel. There's a lot of junk in my life right now too. Demon oppression is Biblical so never think you're a freak for feeling the way you do. I think every one of us can testify to the existence of strongholds for sin as well. They're hard to live with and sometimes you can't just make them go away but there's some things you need to know.

One; when you accepted Christ, Satan's power over you met an end. You now have a salvation beyond anyone's power to erase and moreover, you were given a hope and a refuge that is not in yourself or anything on this planet. That simply means that if the whole world were to go down in flames and all the demons in hell were after your blood, you wouldn't have to be afraid for a second. You have the power to walk in victory over every situation in your life even when you are right in the midst of it. All your battles are already won.

Two; You don't have to go through anything alone.God's love and grace are more than sufficient for every one of your needs and He is ready and willing to provide for you. God hasn't placed people around you for you to feel lonely. Find someone to talk to. Vent and vent often. If you feel like you don't know anyone that can help you, pray about it. I mean, by all means, pray anyways but specifically for someone to talk to. I know there's plenty of people here that would love to help you out. You can come to me anytime. My PM box is always open and I don't leave my IM username up for nothing.

I really hope this helps and people have given you some great advice already. Remember to read your Bible. That's one of God's chief ways of talking to you so don't neglect it. And also, you may want to lay off the caffeine. Don't go straight for the chocolate, like me. XD

oh, btw, it's important to not bash depression. I know that being depressed is... depressing... but it's actually a God-given function of our bodies to keep us from killing ourselves (indirectly, that is. Suicide is different case) in times of stress. Things in your body slow down, you feel like resting more so you can get away from your work and have some time of relaxation. Failure to comply with depression in said cases has proven to be fatal, causing things like heart failure. so if you're depressed, pray about it, but take some time away from your work as well.

Thanks for the advice guys ^^

There are times when i get so depressed i feel like i'm insane. I know that sounds wierd but it's like i just..just want to curl up in a ball and not move. Stay there forever....i dun know maybe it's coupled with loniless sometimes too...

i just want to be done with it!

girlninja wrote:i know i've posted on this issue before...and i hope those who read this don't think i'm some depressed freak or anything but i wanted some people's thoughts on it...

I get depressed alot even though i'm happy *if that makes since* i'll be happy one minute and then i'll just get sad for no reason....but it's not like bipolar disorder because it's not that extreme but well ive had this since 7th grade...i did some witchcraft and had demon possession experiences and almost killed myself and almost ran away from home...

i'm scared that maybe a demon of depression is still strongholding me and well wanted to know if even though i have Christ in me..if a demon can still haunt me..i did a lot of outta body experiences and such and hypnotism and i think that at one point in time i had demon possession but they left when i accepted Christ..now i think they're just haunting me...

please pray for me in this matter...

hopefully you guys don't think i'm a freak or anything..i mean i'm happy but i dunno sometimes i just get this and ive prayed about it and i dun know how to get rid of it...

also can depression maybe be chemical?? LIke maybe it's a medical thing?? Would it by my fault to have it?

Thanks guys ^^
just so ya know you all have really helped me feel loved here and have been awesome for me in both just having fun and rpging in the threads and arena and writing i love it ^^

also for all the prayer and support..

really thankyou

from a grateful sister in Christ

girlninja May the Lord Jesus who resides over all bless you infintely.

Depression is complicated, I think. It can definitely have physical causes, like your body doesn't have the right nutrition or something. (It can be hard in this day and age.)

About demons and stuff...

I don't think they can own you or anything at all because now you have Jesus. But it doesn't mean you might not be getting harassed. I read a book called "Lord, I want to be free" by Stormie O'Martian.

She was into a lot of witchcraft before she got saved. Even after she got saved, she felt really awful sometimes.

The book deals with stuff she learned that helped her (not just with depression, with lots of stuff). It might be interesting to you. I found it really great.

Hope it's okay to say this!