CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

Depression really sucks. Especially the kind that lingers for years, and you know it is your fault that you are depressed. I guess this is to be expected, though. It isn't the first time I've been depressed. Memories that caused me pain to think about them have risen to the surface again, yet, strangely enough, I don't want them to go away, as they could very well be the last reminder I have of some of my friends. If anyone cares to hear the full story, it's in my Xanga.

i completely understand you i to long for compainionship. i belive God is making you wait extra long because He has someone extra special for you and wants to make sure you appretiate her, at least that's what i think He's doing for me. ^_^

Why make me wait? It'd be BEST to wait till I am out of college and settled down. I see no reason for him to make me wait. There is absolutely no point in a relationship at this point in my life.

of course that is also what i meant to say but i just forgot to. but i do understand the whole friends thing. i too have left them unwillingly though. i won't get into that. i miss them an awful lot.

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