Postby KhakiBlueSocks » Wed Oct 31, 2012 11:37 pm
[font="Trebuchet MS"][SIZE="4"][color="RoyalBlue"]I joined on March 13, 2005. When I look back at myself then as compared to now, I can't be nothing but thankful to God that He matured me from what I was then into the person I am now. Not saying that I'm perfect now by any means, but I like to think that I'm a great deal better now than I was back then. Back around the time I joined, I was dealing with a lot both outwardly and inwardly. My sister had passed the year before, my nephew was living with us at the time, and I was still confused about myself on so many levels. I became extremely self-centered, short-tempered with regards to my nephew, and I was, in hindsight, really hurting after losing my sister. At the time, I was keeping a Live Journal, and when I read just how much hatred I had...it was like reading someone ELSE'S journal and not mine own. [I have since deleted it: I wouldn't want anyone else reading about those low parts in my life] Thankfully, with time and prayer, I started to mature and have since left that part of my past in the past.
With regards to how I've changed here on the forums, again, I feel I've matured a great deal. Back when I first joined, I was so eager to try and fit in. I was trying to be noticed and be involved and to that end, some of my old posts are a little...shall we say...crazy? However, as I matured online, I grew to realize that I didn't need to try and fit in--I just had to be myself!
Granted, I'm not around CAA nowhere near as much as I was back in the day; what with work and some other projects [SHAMELESS PLUG: Check out my blog "The Cajun Samurai" by clicking the link in my signature! You won't be sorry!], but I still like to think of CAA as being a place that I just have to visit every once in a while--even if I never post anything. It just feels right. [/color][/SIZE][/font]
Joshua: Hebrew -The LORD is Salvation" wrote:RustyClaymore 11:27 - Ah yes, Socks is the single raindrop responsible for the flood. XD
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