it has never occurred to me until now how much i rely on the daily of antics on CAA to cheer me up...in short (because i could make this a very long story) my leave os over...it drives me crazy...even when i know that i need to spned more time with God...i still wonder what you guys are doing...what new threads are started and whatnot...my problems are far from over...and my cutting "addiction" (if that's the right word right now) isn't gone...but i think...in small...and even large ways that my friends here on CAA help me tough out my problems...and if ever the day comes that i decide to leave for good (which i doubt) it will be many many years down the road...so...in short...i'm back to stay...it seems abrupt...but yeah...if you really wanna know what's going on you can PM me or whatever...btw...zilch? sorry about my goodbye thread...
God Bless You All
G.S.