Feel awful

[Mr. SmartyPants]

these 2 always stuck with me

James 1:2-4
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

1st peter 1:6-7
In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.

[Jeikobu]

I know how it feels to not have many friends, IA. IRL, my only friends outside a couple people like Rocketshipper and That Dude are my siblings. And it's almost always been that way. And in the past people who I thought were my friends didn't real care to be my friends. So just know you're not alone. I hope you can still see your friends often. At least they're still in the same state, so it could be alot worse. But I'll pray for you, I hope it all works out.