Postby Inu » Sat Jan 26, 2008 6:56 pm
[quote="Pascal (post: 1194091)"]Fear is a wonderful emotion that drives the economy of all scary movies, roller coasters and the gun industry! Without fear, we could make a silly and strange argument that the economy would crash! err... What were we talking about though? If you don't mind me asking, was there a question that you wanted us to consider or did you just want us to dwell on fear? (I guess its better to dwell on fear then to dwell in fear... I mean, its always better to stand on top of something then to be swallowed by anything ]
At the time that I wrote this the idea was merely dwelling on fear as I am going through some thing that I have been afraid of... Well at this distinct moment I am doing better with it as I have come to grips with it, and continuing to search out God seems to be helping more. It is kind of a funny thing but the best thing for me at this point is merely being present, and understanding that it is either going to work out the way that I want it too, or it wont. Understanding that regardless life will continue on and how i react to the things that happen to me, are what define me. I am starting to understand that I have made my decisions in life and being they are my decisions, why should i live with regret, even if life does not work out the way that I want... Otherwise I could be afraid of making a right or wrong decision based on other peoples expectations, and then find out that the decision that I made was not my own... Where as if I choose my own path, regardless of what other people think, life may not go the way that I want it too but I have done what I wanted to, and felt that it is what I wanted to do so there should be no room for well what if i had done this... Granted there maybe a time when everyone thinks this, but I would rather say that the choices I make now are my own, and this is the choice that I would have made again given the chance. It is funny what fear, confusion and doubt can do to you, rob you of happiness and your piece of mind, these things I am asking God to help me rid these of myself, so that I can be clear, of these plagues (in a sense of the word).