Postby Kkun » Sun Jun 24, 2007 7:54 am
I'm a pastor's kid, so it's kind of assumed that I've been a Christian for a long time. I remember asking Jesus to come into my heart when I was about six or seven because I was afraid of going to hell. I think I was saved, but I don't think I REALLY got "it," or what "it" was all about. I don't think it really started to make a difference in my life until I was about fifteen, though, when I started to ponder if any of this was for real or we were just deluding ourselves. I went through a phase of heavy, heavy doubt that would pop up intermittently in my life, and I still have to battle with it from time to time.
However, I think the short answer is something similar to what Ryan said...Jesus Christ gives my life meaning, and something to live for. Jesus Christ died for the sins of all of mankind by being nailed to a cross, and in the middle of this great pain and torment, He asked His Father to forgive the ones who were hurting Him! This, to me, is a marvelous example of God's great love for humankind. When I read the Gospel accounts of Christ's death, I'm always the most stunned by that. Those soldiers, as well as all of the people who called for His death, didn't ask for His forgiveness, but He gave it to them anyway; more importantly, His death was to bear the sins of all of mankind. If you look at the Bible as a whole, it paints a beautiful picture of God's love relationship with humanity that has all of the ups and downs of a marriage. If you look at the description of love in 1 Corinthians 13, and then move over to 1 John 4 where it talks about how God IS love, and then look back at Isaiah in the Old Testament, where it gives a prophetic account of what happened to Jesus and how His stripes bore our iniquities, what I see in all of that is the greatest, purest love that stands the test of time.
What I see in all of that is God's love for me...a sinner, even with all of my flaws and imperfections. That love makes me want to try to live a life that is pleasing to God. In 1 John 4:19, it says that "We love, because He first loved us." Also, Jesus Himself said that the greatest commandment of all was that
"You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind' - this is the great and foremost commandment, and there is a second like it, 'You shall love your neighbour as yourself'. The whole Law and Prophets hang on these two commands." (Matt. 22:37-40, Mark 12:28-34).
Being a Christian isn't about following a set of rules or regulations, because "right" behavior, I believe, will come when you are making a genuine effort to follow Christ and the way He lived His life. We're called to love one another, and I know that was disjointed and probably hard to read, but that's why I follow Jesus: because of His love for us, and because that's the kind of love I want to have for other people.
I'm a shoe-in for hater of the year.