long rant >.<

[Makachop^^128]

I have a few things I'd like prayer for >.< sorry I now I make so many pray request threads lol anyway, Theres a program where I live that juniors and seniors can go to the community college, and get high school and college credit at the same time. So when you graduate from high school you already have two years of college done. I was planing on going in this program, but I tried a few of the pre tests to get in and got really discouraged. Also I have a lot of anxiety problems, I'm not in normal public school just because of anxiety. So I honestly don't know how well I'd do in a setting like that. I'd like prayer that if I'm supposed to go into it that'd I'd pass but if I'm not I wont.

I'd Also like prayer just for encouragement. Lately I've felt kinda done about things like school and the future. My brother, who used to want to be a literature teacher has now decided to be a photographer for ministries, which is exactly what I've been wanting to do for a while, I know this is gonna sound really pathetic and annoying....but I have problems with jealousy with my brothers but mostly my big brother. He's the kind of guy that is talented in everything and gets a lot of attention for it, he's always out shined me, even with friends and in school when I met people they ask about him and kinda ignore me other then that. I think my parents don't help my jealousy but I still need to get over it. People really like him and I know its bad to be jealous and I am really trying not to be, but it really discouraged me when I heard he is wanting to do what I've been planning for a very long time. Please pray that my jealousy wont get in the way and that if what I've been wanting to do is Gods will I will do it. I also need encouragement because of stress and anxiety and issues I have I have been feeling like I can't do anything. The other night I thought I should just go away and die because I felt like I'll be no use. I know that's a bad way to think >.< please pray for me.


Thanks >.< sorry I've kinda rambled here >.<

[Lynna]

I'll be praying for you!!!!!
And I understand the Jealousy problem. Some people just seem to be awesome at EVERYTHING. But no matter what, they are they and you are you and only you can do things the way you can ^_^

[ABlipinTime]

Hey, I can pass one of those exams, I'm sure you can. Godspeed

If you're bro's so talented, why's he changing his profession? Boredom with lit? lol.

Don't ever be jealous. "To those who have been given much, much will be required." I am so taking that verse out of context, but regardless, I want to point out that God has given you the talent you need to serve Him. Don't be looking at getting credit from other people, look to God. Whatever you do, whether it be work or play, do it all with God in mind. Hey, ultimately you should be trying to please Him. And just as a biz note: Even the 2nd best people can find a job. The only people who can't get one are those who don't try and those who don't care enough to improve. (Granted, you may have to look alittle harder.) And who knows, you may end up wanting to do something else.

May the Lord give you piece of mind and guide your steps.

[aliveinHim]

At times I could get really jealous of my little sisters. When we were younger, they made fun of me because of my curly hair and they have super long, straight, lush hair. They're extremely musically talented and they both have the most gorgeous singing voices. I can't sing to save my life (even though I'm taking taking voice lessons). I often say that I sound like a pregnant blue whale with and asthma attack giving birth and dying . Sibling jealousy is not uncommon. God's blessed you with your own special gifts and talents. Use them for His glory. Just as my little sisters serve God by playing on the worship team at church, I serve God with my art talent. Remember, I love you and will pray for you .

[Atria35]

Praying. You know, his changing his thing might be because he's jealous of you~! xD

Regardless, if it's what you want to do, then go for it- even if your brother thinks he'll be doing the same thing.

As for those college tests, I know that the math and such *can* be higher-leveled (I took one of those SAT tests my Freshman Year because of my mom. Never forgave her.) but the literature and English requirements really aren't any different. You should have no issues whatsoever with it.

[Makachop^^128]

Thanks guys for praying >.< I really need it

If you're bro's so talented, why's he changing his profession? Boredom with lit? lol.

He kinda goes through fazes though I thought his English one would last he was thinking about it for a few years, but then he bought a new camera, and got a lot of attention for his photography and kinda decided to go into that. He might just change again lol We are kinda different that way.

As for those college tests, I know that the math and such *can* be higher-leveled (I took one of those SAT tests my Freshman Year because of my mom. Never forgave her.) but the literature and English requirements really aren't any different. You should have no issues whatsoever with it.

Well I found some pre tests online and I have been taking a few, one I got hundred percent but the others I kinda did so so :/ and one really bad on lol I'm still trying >.< just a bit discouraging.

[MrKrillz0r]

Praying for you =)