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Buh. I dunno where to start really. xD; It's just that lately a buncha small stuff has piled up, I guess you could say? D: And it's not really fun at all. ;o;

Like...

School stuff. I'm procrastinating a lot more than I usually do. ._. My grades are really slipping. D:

Thought stickies. It's nothing really major, but it just messes with how I like to run stories in my head. D: And it just gets to me when I can't do that. ;o; 'Cause... I dunno, hopefully it doesn't sound weird, but I'm just really attached to my OCs (original characters) and stuff, so when the thought stickies (which... I always mention, as some of you might know, so they've been bothering me for a bit... xD;) come and mess my images up, it's annoying and frustrating. Dx

Some spiritual stuff too. D: I dunno, I'm just paranoid about myself really. D: Like I'm messing stuff up, and what if I don't really believe 100% or something. ._. I dunno if it's not so much trusting God or something, as much as I'm not trusting myself... xD;

Butyeah. D: Just some of the main stuff that's bothering me, and morale's just a bit low at the moment. @o@; Prayers would be much appreciated. <33

It seems like quite a few people have been feeling under the weather lately.

I can understand how you feel about lots of little things piling up.

I dunno if it's not so much trusting God or something, as much as I'm not trusting myself...

How important is it to trust yourself? We all sin and fall short anyway. Is it not more important to put our trust in the Perfect One?

I will be praying for you.

Praying for it all...

Thanks~

And when I say trust myself, I mean like... Trust that I'm really believing in Christ? D: I'm really paranoid, and even the slightest word slip in my mind freaks me out that I'm not doing it right. @_@; If.. that made sense? xD;

The paranoia is what satan uses to pry your faith from God and cause's your faith to crack. It's part of the human condition. Just keep your eyes on God and pray for steadfastness. He will deliver you, just hold fast and don't give satan that foothold he is so desperately seeking. I will be praying that your faith increases, and with that, everything else will fall into place.

Thanks~! n wn

And just 'cause I sorta want to let this out... @o@ I've mentioned this before in one of my other requests, but... yeah. xD; Whenever I pray and I'm saying / thinking "Jesus" or something, my mind trips up like I said before and makes me think. ...something not quite the same, if you know what I mean. xD; And it just really bothers me, because then I can't concentrate on my prayer and when I really need to let out, it's really hard... @_@;;;

But on a lighter note, the new quarter started on Monday, so I'mma work hard to get better grades this time around~ 8D

Again, I really appreciate everyone's prayers. <333