What's "it"? "It" is everything. My friendships, my loves, my dreams, my desires, my sins, my fears, my regrets, my angers, my tasks, my heart. I need to give them all up to God and let Him make them or break them as He sees fit. They're probably going to get broken or break me one way or another anyhow, as far as I can see, so better He does it than someone or something else.
Please pray for me.