Please pray

[Makachop^^128]

So I have some personal prayer requests and some family ones, My mom has four broken teeth that became infected, she has no coverage in her instuence for dental, her whole side of her face is totally swollen, she just went on anti biotics, please pray it wont spread and that we can find a cheap or free dental clinic some how and that God with heal her, Also my dad has asthma and right now is getting Pneumonia, please pray for him.

For myself please pray for my faith and my anxiety problems, I've been having anxiety attacks like were my heart wont stop racing, I feel extremely depressed and have a pain in my chest. I am not sure what made these attacks start. I have been super lonely, I thought once I get out of high school it'd be better, but I just found out I'll be a fifth year senior. I'm trying to push myself but I'm lacking motivation and just get sick, please pray that I'll get motivated and can get the strength to push myself more. And maybe find a good friend.

[Makachop^^128]

oops...I posted this in the wrong place by accident -_- can someone move it?

[Lynna]

I'm sorry to hear that...I'll be praying.

[Makachop^^128]

Thank you for praying! My mom is getting worse, its a bit scary -_-

[MrKrillz0r]

Praying! As for the anxiety attacks I can relate a bit, it's really not pleasant. Let God know what's up and cry out to Him, no matter how dark it looks there is always a way out!

[Yuki-Anne]

That's a lot to deal with. I'll pray.

[steenajack]

I'll be praying too.

[rocklobster]

I'll get St. Jude on this, pronto!

[Wind]

I will be lighting some incense on your behalf and you will definitely be in my prayers. a google search would probably help. i just did one for my area and it brought up a ton of results.

[Makachop^^128]

Earlier today we fond a dentist that she can go to, I just got a call saying the a removing some of her teeth, please pray that that will help heal the infection and that it wont be too painful.

[Atria35]

Great to hear that someone was willing/able to treat her! Praying for the infection and for your dad!

[timothykoenig]

Hey Makachop, I'm praying for your mom hopefully she will get better soon.

For your anxiety problem, have you tried Vipassana meditation? Vipassana, which means to see things as they really are, is one of India's most ancient techniques of meditation. It was rediscovered by Gotama Buddha more than 2500 years ago and was taught by him as a universal remedy for universal ills
This non-sectarian technique aims for the total eradication of mental impurities and the resultant highest happiness of full liberation. Healing, not merely the curing of diseases, but the essential healing of human suffering, is its purpose.

Vipassana is a way of self-transformation through self-observation. It focuses on the deep interconnection between mind and body, which can be experienced directly by disciplined attention to the physical sensations that form the life of the body, and that continuously interconnect and condition the life of the mind. It is this observation-based, self-exploratory journey to the common root of mind and body that dissolves mental impurity, resulting in a balanced mind full of love and compassion.
The scientific laws that operate one's thoughts, feelings, judgements and sensations become clear. Through direct experience, the nature of how one grows or regresses, how one produces suffering or frees oneself from suffering is understood. Life becomes characterized by increased awareness, non-delusion, self-control and peace.

Otherwise you can also compare different modern technique to overcome anxiety such Linden method or Panic Away method. Justin and Friends site have a good review about both of the techniques.

Hope it'll help you, keep us posted!

[Makachop^^128]

My mom and dad are doing much better, yay~! Thank you all for praying for them

A update on myself, I've been thinking a lot why I am not content and lonely, its like I'm wanting the same relationship Adam had with God in the garden of Eden, Perfect, Pure and right there in front of you, but I'm looking to humans I guess for it....I'm not sure just a thought, just really lonely lately, could use some prayer >.>

Edit: I'm not saying its a good thing that I go to humans for that kind of relationship by the way, I think thats my problem.

[mysngoeshere56]

I'm sorry that I didn't see this until just now. I'm so glad to hear that your mom's doing better! I'll definitely be praying for you, though. I've dealt with depression before. I'm actually feeling it coming up again, so I'll be seeking counseling soon to help avoid a relapse, but I've improved quite a bit. I used to have anxiety attacks several times daily, and so I know what that's like. It's a very frightening experience, but the best way to deal with it is to try (emphasis on *TRY* - because I know it's easier said than done) to relax as much as you can, and remember that no matter what happens, God is in control. Look up some calming Christian music to listen to, or maybe just some calming nature sounds (the sound of rain always relaxes me). Try to think of good, healthy ways to help you cope with the anxiety, and it might help relieve it a bit. You're in my prayers, and feel free to send me a PM if you want to talk.

[Makachop^^128]

Thank you for praying mysngoeshere56, I'll be going back to the counselor too soon. Its nice just to be able to talk things out. I think maybe I'm just worn out, I mean for about three years I've had some pretty intense relationship stuff going on and other problems, and after I get over it I think I am just worn out maybe? idk.

[Wind]

yeah i can understand the relationship thing. sometimes constant negative realy gets us to the point where we don't see the worth of anything beyond ourselves just always look at the positive and keep your chin up. Although I have never seen a picture of you I am sure that you are a gracious lovely beautiful woman. so just always try to find the silver linings it helps me alot because I have almost siezure like anxiety attacks on a regular basis but I get through it all the time so you can too. If you can't deal with it alone and need someone to talk to, feel free to drop a PM in my Inbox.

[Makachop^^128]

Yea I am gonna try to stay positive, try to focus on school and work. Its just hard to focus on goals when I am more of a relationship driven person, but I shall try. Thanks ^.^ I will

[Wind]

I completely understand but it only takes 28 days to develop a habit or a mindset. so just keep up the good work

[Atria35]

I completely understand but it only takes 28 days to develop a habit or a mindset. so just keep up the good work

Nope - it's 60 days. Without any sort of disruption or miss while you're forming it.

But yes, it does take time, but it CAN happen! Don't give up!

[Makachop^^128]

So in a week I am taking a test to get into college, please pray for me, this will determine pretty much my five next years.

But yes, it does take time, but it CAN happen! Don't give up!

I know it takes awhile to get out of ruts like this....I've always had some problems with loneliness, depression or anxiety, but they have never been this bad....I'm trying not to beat myself up about it though, I know God is still with me even when it feels like he's not. I shall try harder Thank you guys for praying for me.

[Makachop^^128]

Update: I passed the test to be able to take college classes! I'm very excited, and thankful to God, I'm in a really weird school situation right now because of new State regulations on schools, some of the credits I had wont count anymore..... so I wont be graduating this year.....but being able to take college classes this year anyway will really help me stay motivated Thank you Jesus!~